Monday, June 05, 2006
went to find kerli today.
met at tampines interchange.
went to tm.
walked walked.
shopped shopped.
talked talked.
went to RC.
the whole place seems super empty now.
was kinda sad.
kerli believes we can change everything.
well.
we did our part.
its time for them to do their part.
there's nothing more i can do.
kerli told me to close my eyes.
and visualised the past.
i don't need to close my eyes to do that.
the memories flow into my head like water.
and i didn't WANT to close my eyes.
so what if i see the happy past?
when i open my eyes i see the empty place.
i'll feel worse.
and i did feel worse.
kerli and i.
we felt.
no.
we knew.
we lost them.
i cried.
she almost cried.
sigh.
forget it.
its not gonna help.
i'm gonna give up soon.
me_________`e-leen *
9:44 PM
